So, dear world, I am back home from my one day trip to a flower Island Mainau, and I should say that it is beautiful: so many colorful plants, flowers, birds, happy faces of people watching this beauty! The house of butterflies was a big discovery for me! There you can find many many types of butterflies, flying around, touching your skin, resting on the leaves of plants. Impressive! That was a great business to do, and a smart idea to start! :) I had a glass of Radler with my friend Geraldine, that leaves Konstanz this Wednesday, unfortunately, and we rested in the shadow with our legs down in the fountain... You can say its perfect! Yes, it is...
But...
Each step I made, each flower I saw, each photo I took, I thought of how it would be if I would be with Him, hthis time it is worthy ...
I guess I Have Written Many Things here, But That is why this page is done for, to write! so I write, it somehow Helps Not to see this story as The Biggest tragedy of my life, while it is not. Actually I am living a fairy-tale, and I know it. But I am a woman, and Our species Never Can Get Enough and Need Each day more and more words, prooves, actions, Certainty .... Why We Can Never Be Enough and Simply enjoy? Why We Are dependent on progress of Certain Things ????????????
Ok, I live my lyrical words, I Have Many Things to do ... But MOST Probably due to the Lack of motivation I will end up watching a movie tonight ... and fall asleep in a lonely bed
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